"I thought-" He turns enough for Sam to see the rest, head canted. "It was kind of an impulse. You were out and I wanted to surprise you so. Surprise?"

Deep green shot through with grey and maybe it's the same damn thing as getting your boyfriend's name tattooed on your skin that everyone tells you not to do but- this feels solid. This feels right. Even if he has to pull the trigger, even if they fall away from each other-

He wants this. Something he wanted burned into his skin there till he dies.