Sudden surge of suicidal urges and a massive guilt complex? Nothing new.
[ It's been awhile, a long fucking while since he's taken a good look at a sidearm and thought 'what if', only because getting shot hurts and he's pretty sure he'd fuck it up. But the basic concept isn't that different.
Still.
He's got a point. Taylor skims a hand through his hair, fingers going tight as he tries to run through safe alternatives and coming up empty, tension winding so tight in his shoulders and spine that he feels like he's shaking.
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[ It's been awhile, a long fucking while since he's taken a good look at a sidearm and thought 'what if', only because getting shot hurts and he's pretty sure he'd fuck it up. But the basic concept isn't that different.
Still.
He's got a point. Taylor skims a hand through his hair, fingers going tight as he tries to run through safe alternatives and coming up empty, tension winding so tight in his shoulders and spine that he feels like he's shaking.
Probably because he is. ]