[ tony wrestles the surge of emotion back down, but in the aftermath finds himself still feeling opened. he's not sure what to make of it, but when lucanis offers him the vial, tony takes him at his word.
he should just tell lucanis to throw it overboard so he never has to lay his eyes on it again. instead, he reaches out, sporadic splotches of blood having seeped through the bandages. once given it, he slowly rolls the vial between his fingers and thumb. it looks like blood inside—he's seen enough of it tonight—but the way it still languidly swirls is unearthly. alien. magical. ]
I don't know what to do anymore, [ he rasps brokenly before he realizes it. the weight of feeling lost, which he's been steadfastly running from these past months, suddenly crushes him. ]
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he should just tell lucanis to throw it overboard so he never has to lay his eyes on it again. instead, he reaches out, sporadic splotches of blood having seeped through the bandages. once given it, he slowly rolls the vial between his fingers and thumb. it looks like blood inside—he's seen enough of it tonight—but the way it still languidly swirls is unearthly. alien. magical. ]
I don't know what to do anymore, [ he rasps brokenly before he realizes it. the weight of feeling lost, which he's been steadfastly running from these past months, suddenly crushes him. ]