The tension winding in Taylor's shoulders drops away instantly with that one word. Sam's here, Sam's happy with him. It takes next to nothing for him to close the gap and rest his forehead against Sam's shoulder, arms looping easily around his waist. This is good. They're doing good, they're doing fine.
He doesn't need to worry.
"I'm happy with you. I know I wind myself up sometimes but- we talk about it, right? We figure shit out."
There's a noise of agreement before he's lifting his arms, pulling Taylor in close against him. The anger's been purged for the time being, and all that matters is that he is happy. That he's being taken care of, that he's doing right by him in a way no one else has.
They're partners, after all. They survive by looking out for one another. But it's become much, much more than that.
"Considering what you've experienced in the past, that's not a surprise. But I won't let that happen again. You have my word."
What little tension remains drops out of him when he's pulled close in turn. HE cares and is cared for, holds and is held. It's all equal across the board, how they feel. How they treat each other. It works.
They're partners and-
That word he doesn't look at too hard warms him right through, nosing into Sam's shoulder. "I know you won't treat me like that. I know you won't hurt me in ways I don't ask for."
And that's worth so goddamn much. "I trust you, Sam."
Sam. Locus. Cerberus. That line's a little blurrier than it was before, but he doesn't argue the fact. Instead he holds him close, his grip protective, claiming. It says everything they can't and won't, for fear of shattering something this good, this rare to them.
"And I you."
Meanwhile, Felix is rolling his eyes at the sight, puttering around nearby and sneering quietly to himself. Ugh. Gag him already. But it didn't matter. He had a foothold, he knew where he needed to hit next to get what he wanted.
"I-" he starts, pauses, swallows and takes a moment to reassess before going or it. "I got a surprise for you."
It is the smallest goddamn thing possible really. Not much of anything, but it's something. Two days wasn't really long enough to do the thing and have it healed so there's bandages on his ribs but it's. Something.
Something solid, a mark that not even time will take away.
He draws back, just enough for his expression to betray that confused curiosity once more. It doesn't occur to him immediately what it might be. After all, he arrived here to see him empty-handed.
"Mhmm. Gimme a second-" He has to step away to peel off his shirt- and then the bandages peel away to reveal in neat, dark green lines and stars the shape of Lupus, the constellation. Along his ribs, curving under his pectoral- he'd do it on his heart but, scar tissue. It's a bitch.
They'd spoken of it, but he'd done it. There on his skin, the familiar stars that outlined that constellation, not the callsign for his armor but instead that endearment Taylor loved using so much.
There's an awed look on his face as slowly, carefully, he reaches to touch the healing skin at its edges.
"I thought-" He turns enough for Sam to see the rest, head canted. "It was kind of an impulse. You were out and I wanted to surprise you so. Surprise?"
Deep green shot through with grey and maybe it's the same damn thing as getting your boyfriend's name tattooed on your skin that everyone tells you not to do but- this feels solid. This feels right. Even if he has to pull the trigger, even if they fall away from each other-
He wants this. Something he wanted burned into his skin there till he dies.
His mark on him, forever. Awe gives way to something pleased, something proud, and his gaze lifts. "Impulse? That doesn't sound like you at all."
Tattoos told stories. They were reminders of things that had made an impact on them through the course of their lives. Felix had used them to cover scars, or remind him of things he'd survived. But this, this was more than a badge of honor.
"I still intend to have my own." The fox, to match. Fittingly enough.
"Kissed you on an impulse, didn't I?" He crackles a soft laugh, leaning in to press his lips to Sam's. The lightest, most teasing thing possible. It doesn't need to lead anywhere- it just needs to be. They just need to be.
Felix can bitch bout sappiness all the live long day, he doesn't care.
"I can give you the number of the place that did mine. Great artist, good rates, very discreet."
Meanwhile he can't keep that faint smile from curving the corners of his mouth. His. Taylor is his now, branded in a permanent fashion, and he wouldn't choose to do that unless he wanted to. Unless he was in fact truly happy.
And if things went badly, if...well. If. There would at least be that reminder. Someone in the universe who cared to remember him in a good light. As the person he'd been.
The thought gives him pause, even as he returns the sweet pull of that kiss. It's brief, but worthwhile. "I truly did miss you."
"Where'd you go, by the way?" He takes it as a given that the op was successful but- he has no idea what the op was. Just that there was a thing that Sam went off to do that, apparently, involved blood. Some kind of danger, probably. Maybe a recon op? Maybe something personal.
Though.
The list of things that would be bloody and personal is pretty damn short. "It was quiet here without you."
Not that he's loud but- his presence kinda left the whole place cold. Weird to have such a visceral reminder- no one to lean on, to talk to, to think about. He'd fallen asleep in one of Sam's shirts both nights.
And maybe it just didn't occur to him that it was something Taylor would object to, just something he hadn't gotten around to helping him with. He'd had his mind on other things, and Felix had found the information first. What was the harm?
"Like a contact?" He blinks, quirking a brow when Delta gives a smug little pulse that shifts quickly to something close to trepidation. The hell, D? It doesn't make much sense up till that name crops up and-
Blood on the armor, D reviewing some file and being viscerally pleased-
Taylor's eyes go wide and his skin pales as he takes a half step back, running a more critical gaze over Sam's armor. "Oh my god you killed him."
Not...precisely the reaction he'd been hoping for, admittedly.
"No. He lives," he corrects after a moment, though his confusion is clear enough on his face. Was Taylor concerned about him? Surely he'd known his intentions. Locus thought he'd made them abundantly clear, especially after the last time they'd discussed him.
"Oh thank fuck." Taylor's shoulders sag, hand slipping up to scrub at his bad eye. "Covering up civilian murders is an absolute bitch."
And it's probably a little damning that his first thought is about paperwork and hacking into police databases to keep them both in the clear. At least Brandon could spout any kind of bullshit and most people won't listen. No one with any kind of sense, anyway. "Sam- what did you do?"
Because he can cover it in short, at length, or just give him the file. Delta's already got access to it, it appears. It wouldn't be a hard thing to do.
And yes, some of that tension unwinds once he sees where Taylor's main concern had been. He wasn't an absolute novice at this. If he'd killed him, he'd know how to cover it up, thank you.
"So it was n involved visit." Christ. That's- he's not sure what he wants to think about that. For the most part he's tried to ignore that chapter of his life. It happened and he's learned not to be such an idiot about who he has that close to him. Mostly. Sorta. Kinda? Ish.
"If I ask 'why' you're gonna look at me like I'm an idiot, huh?"
His eyebrows lift, but it's not mocking. "I assumed you knew. Or at the very least would understand."
That gap is closed again as he moves in, one hand lifting to slide against Taylor's shoulder, in what's meant to be a soothing gesture. "He hurt you. He'll never do so again, not to anyone. Not knowing what would be waiting for him if he did."
"I get it. My mom kind of fucked him over as much as she could financially and got his degrees revoked. sort of a salt and burn job on his credit or something since I didn't want to press charges, I just wanted to be done with him and the whole mess." He still just wants it to be over.
"I believe Felix may have shared some of what occured with him." Though there's a pleased smirk of his own, knowing Delta approves. Good. The people who care most about Taylor's well-being are in agreement. It feels like validation, even if Taylor still looks a little wary.
"He will not be a threat to us." His free hand lifts, cups against Taylor's cheek, thumb stroking the curve of his cheekbone reassuringly. "And he deserved what he got."
Green flickers in his eye for a moment before the single most striking image settles in, leaving Taylor wide eye'd and a little pale all over again- but not pulling away. He turns into Sam's shoulder to press his face there, swallowing at the memory.
"You put him in the hooks." He still HAS a set of hooks, fuck.
More vehement this time as he gazes down at Taylor, eyes narrowing somewhat. "He deserved to know what he inflicted on you. Even he admits it." There's a pause as he gazes down at him, watching the way Taylor turns his head away.
"Eye for an eye." It makes sense and he can rationalize it all the live long day if he needs to but- "No it's not that. I just- Seeing them."
The hooks. The pull of skin, the way he was rigged. "I used to go fishing with my dad and shit and- they're completely different kinds of hooks, you know? After that I couldn't."
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He doesn't need to worry.
"I'm happy with you. I know I wind myself up sometimes but- we talk about it, right? We figure shit out."
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They're partners, after all. They survive by looking out for one another. But it's become much, much more than that.
"Considering what you've experienced in the past, that's not a surprise. But I won't let that happen again. You have my word."
He'd sooner hang himself from those hooks.
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They're partners and-
That word he doesn't look at too hard warms him right through, nosing into Sam's shoulder. "I know you won't treat me like that. I know you won't hurt me in ways I don't ask for."
And that's worth so goddamn much. "I trust you, Sam."
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"And I you."
Meanwhile, Felix is rolling his eyes at the sight, puttering around nearby and sneering quietly to himself. Ugh. Gag him already. But it didn't matter. He had a foothold, he knew where he needed to hit next to get what he wanted.
All he had to do was wait.
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It is the smallest goddamn thing possible really. Not much of anything, but it's something. Two days wasn't really long enough to do the thing and have it healed so there's bandages on his ribs but it's. Something.
Something solid, a mark that not even time will take away.
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He draws back, just enough for his expression to betray that confused curiosity once more. It doesn't occur to him immediately what it might be. After all, he arrived here to see him empty-handed.
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They'd spoken of it, but he'd done it. There on his skin, the familiar stars that outlined that constellation, not the callsign for his armor but instead that endearment Taylor loved using so much.
There's an awed look on his face as slowly, carefully, he reaches to touch the healing skin at its edges.
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Deep green shot through with grey and maybe it's the same damn thing as getting your boyfriend's name tattooed on your skin that everyone tells you not to do but- this feels solid. This feels right. Even if he has to pull the trigger, even if they fall away from each other-
He wants this. Something he wanted burned into his skin there till he dies.
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Tattoos told stories. They were reminders of things that had made an impact on them through the course of their lives. Felix had used them to cover scars, or remind him of things he'd survived. But this, this was more than a badge of honor.
"I still intend to have my own." The fox, to match. Fittingly enough.
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Felix can bitch bout sappiness all the live long day, he doesn't care.
"I can give you the number of the place that did mine. Great artist, good rates, very discreet."
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Meanwhile he can't keep that faint smile from curving the corners of his mouth. His. Taylor is his now, branded in a permanent fashion, and he wouldn't choose to do that unless he wanted to. Unless he was in fact truly happy.
And if things went badly, if...well. If. There would at least be that reminder. Someone in the universe who cared to remember him in a good light. As the person he'd been.
The thought gives him pause, even as he returns the sweet pull of that kiss. It's brief, but worthwhile. "I truly did miss you."
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Though.
The list of things that would be bloody and personal is pretty damn short. "It was quiet here without you."
Not that he's loud but- his presence kinda left the whole place cold. Weird to have such a visceral reminder- no one to lean on, to talk to, to think about. He'd fallen asleep in one of Sam's shirts both nights.
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And maybe it just didn't occur to him that it was something Taylor would object to, just something he hadn't gotten around to helping him with. He'd had his mind on other things, and Felix had found the information first. What was the harm?
Other than to obvious parties involved.
"I was able to track down Brandon."
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Blood on the armor, D reviewing some file and being viscerally pleased-
Taylor's eyes go wide and his skin pales as he takes a half step back, running a more critical gaze over Sam's armor. "Oh my god you killed him."
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"No. He lives," he corrects after a moment, though his confusion is clear enough on his face. Was Taylor concerned about him? Surely he'd known his intentions. Locus thought he'd made them abundantly clear, especially after the last time they'd discussed him.
"Although he may wish otherwise."
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And it's probably a little damning that his first thought is about paperwork and hacking into police databases to keep them both in the clear. At least Brandon could spout any kind of bullshit and most people won't listen. No one with any kind of sense, anyway. "Sam- what did you do?"
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Because he can cover it in short, at length, or just give him the file. Delta's already got access to it, it appears. It wouldn't be a hard thing to do.
And yes, some of that tension unwinds once he sees where Taylor's main concern had been. He wasn't an absolute novice at this. If he'd killed him, he'd know how to cover it up, thank you.
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"If I ask 'why' you're gonna look at me like I'm an idiot, huh?"
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That gap is closed again as he moves in, one hand lifting to slide against Taylor's shoulder, in what's meant to be a soothing gesture. "He hurt you. He'll never do so again, not to anyone. Not knowing what would be waiting for him if he did."
And Locus will sleep well tonight, knowing that.
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"He's not worth getting caught over. Farthest thing from." Sure, Sam's careful but-
Paranoia. It is a thing. "...is that why D's such a smug shit right now?"
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"He will not be a threat to us." His free hand lifts, cups against Taylor's cheek, thumb stroking the curve of his cheekbone reassuringly. "And he deserved what he got."
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"You put him in the hooks." He still HAS a set of hooks, fuck.
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More vehement this time as he gazes down at Taylor, eyes narrowing somewhat. "He deserved to know what he inflicted on you. Even he admits it." There's a pause as he gazes down at him, watching the way Taylor turns his head away.
"...you disagree?"
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The hooks. The pull of skin, the way he was rigged. "I used to go fishing with my dad and shit and- they're completely different kinds of hooks, you know? After that I couldn't."
Not without remembering.
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